ouwwwwhhhhh....what a drag....
myb mudah bg org laen nk ketepikan pikiran on sumtin while multitasking but gotcha,ak bkn spesis yg hebat cmtu...ngoekkk..~

npe ak xdpt berperilaku spt normal bla menunggu?
sbb ak otak yg xberkembang,focus kt satu bnda jer....crap,that's my weakness..
bnda dh lama ak tried my best nk cuba berubah,tp now ak dh mls dh nk try,sbb mmg xbley ubh pon....
so,ak msih dlm keadaan cni...sob3...
kalu sejam ak tggu,sejam la ak xwat pape...
kalu sehari ak tggu,ak akn tggu je sehari without doing anything...

owh,but muka ak sgt spesyel...ak ditakdirkn mempunyai sebutir wajah yg sgt cool even kt mna ak nyorok or kna sumbat...steady berkelakuan di sna sni,padehal lam bdn ak,betapa nervous n serabai sorg pon xkn leh define...

den,kalu dh lma sgt ak tggu,ak akn spoilkn keadaan...cm sakit perut ttba msa tgh tggu,ada org kol,kna g amek brg kt mna2,ada rombongn meminang mai sngggah etc...
sume mcm tsunami,mai serentak,sekaligus...
ak jd cm..owh crap...ak dh janji td nk tggu at this location,at specific tyme..
shud i juz leave without telling them?
shud i wait for them some more time?
shud i put my trust dorg akn dtg without losing any of my hope?

owh...tetttttt....slh...ak akn tergoda ngn the abrupt thing yg come over after that . . . .
ya ya ya yaa....ultimately,ak yg akn seem to be late after all..
i'm a loser kn?
hohoooo....kejam x ak leave cmtu ja without any notice?
owh,lupe lak..cm munafik lak bla blah cmtu jer kn?
ya yaa yaa yaaaa....ak yg akn kna mrh,kna blame bla3 lps tuh...

tp,kalu ak lg kejam,bek ak xyh pegi lgsung any appointment or promise yg ak wat tuh..
wat dunno pon ok gk...
org yg lmbt,den claim ak yg lmbt,den mrh ak lak...?
owh,dorg ni,sgt mulia...xle nk silap sket bla ak nk berkata2 nk explain pape...nnt ak gak yg akn nmpk cm bersalah..ya yaaa yaaaa yaaaaa..put the blame on me..
at least,kalu nk meluat,mrh or wat pape pon kt ak,gtau la ap situasi nya...
ni x,ngn ego nya mai2 wat muka xbersalah,cm nuting happen,ludah sket kiri kanan control macho...
perggghhh,style la lu...wa tabik spring earthquake la sma lu...

sapa yg kejam actuli nih?
org yg lmbt tu ker ak?
dh lmbt tuh,roger2 la ur current status,at least gimme a break nk wat pape..or make a new appointment..extend the time ka ape2 ka..
ni dok bjet ak jd tunggui kayu dok tnggu lak...
owh,org yg tggu tu la sweet kn?
snggup tggu biarpon hujan dan badai dtg mnyimbah2..
snggup tggu semata2 nk jmpak org yg ditunggu tuh...

tetttttt....slh,bg ak,dorg tuh selfish..even dorg tau dorg tu selfish,tp still nutin will happen.
pentingkn diri sndri tu xpe bg ak,yaaa....ur priority 1st..
but serlahkn priority org yg dok tggu tu sma even he/she might be the last priority in ur list..
dun wat dunno,ctrl+A ,shift+delete ja...that's not how a human being suppose to communicate.

pepatah arab pnh sebut,

"what comes around,goes around.."

myb sbb ak pnh wat cni kut dlu,xpela...balasan utk ak...
so,no more promise on my word, at least bla ak break my promise, i dun really have to care about it. i never say i will do it pon....
lg jijik kut org yg ckp manis2,promise mcm2,tp sepatah haram pown xbtol....
ckp this is my last time i late,i promise sir....den late lg..
i promise u,bla i bli guitar br, u r the 1st person on the earth yg akn dgr my songg...padehal,xpown...
owh,telupa....pak arab lg la...make an oath with the name of Allah,den break the oath..
lg loser dr ak...booooo....

watever la org nk ckp per kt ak,penakut,xreti nk promise,loser,or pape jela..
i will stick to my prinsip,i'll never promise anything yg xpasti...
i'll try to do something real damn hard,but never promising...
sbb pe ak xmo?
sbb ak xmo jd org munafik...
they break their promise.
sejahat2 ak pown,ape pon ak wat kt muka bumi nih,ak xmo la tegolong lam golongn tuh..
lg bwh neraka dorg dr org kapir...
coz promise smcm itu juz gives other people a hope,a hope yg might be a fake hope.. a fake hope yg akn wat org laen meluat,n meluat, n meluat lg....each tyme u try to promise again..